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Roses

2010-11-15T20:44:00.000-08:00

Each year he sent her roses,

and the note will always say,

I love you even more this year,

than last year on this day.

My love for you will always grow,

with every passing year.

She knew this was the last time

that the roses would appear.

She thought, he ordered roses

in advance before this day.

Her loving husband did not know,

that he would pass away.

He always liked to do things early,

way before the time.

Then, if he got too busy.

everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems and

placed them in a very special vase.

Then, sat the vase beside

the portrait of his smiling face.

She would sit for hours.

In her husband's favorite chair.

While staring at his picture,

and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was

to live without her mate.

With loneliness and solitude,

that had become her fate.

Then, the very hour,

The doorbell rang, and there

were roses sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in,

and then just look at them in shock.

Then, went to get the telephone,

to call the florist shop.

The owner answered, and she asked him,

if he would explain, Why would someone would

do this to her, causing her such pain?

''I know your hansband passed away,

more than ayear ago,''

The owner said,

''I knew you''d call, and you would want to know.

The flowers you received today,

were paid for in advance.

your husband always planned ahead,

he left nothing to chance.

There is a standing order,

that I have on file down here,

And he has paid, well in advance,

you'll get them every year.

There also is another thing,

that i think you should know,

He wrote a special card.. he did this years ago.

Then, should ever i find out that he is no longer here,

that's the card that should be sent to you

the following year."

She thanked him and hung up the phone,

her tears now flowing hard,

her fingers shaking,

as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card,

she saw that he had written her a note.

Then, as she stared in total silence,

This is what he wrote...

"Hello my love, I know it's been a year

since I've been gone.

I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.

I know it must be lonely,

and the pain is really real.

or if it was the other way,

I know how I would feel.

The love we shared made eveything

so beautiful in life.

I loved you more than words can say

You were the perfect wife.

You were my friend and lover,

You fulfilled my every need

I want you to be happy,

even when you shed youe tears.

That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.

When you get this roses,

think of all the happiness that we had together,

and how both of us were blessed

I have always loved you and

I know i always will.

But, My love, you must go on,

you have some living still.

Please... try to find happiness,

while living out your days.

i know it is not easy.

but I hope you find some ways

The roses will come every year,

and they will only stop,

when your door is not answered,

when the florist stops to knock.

He will come five times that day,

in case you have gone out.

But after his last visit,

he will know without a doubt!

To take the roses to the place,

where I've instructed him

and place the roses where we are

together once again.

2010-09-28T21:23:00.000-07:00

Wow, wow,wow, it has been months since my last post, i'm not blaming anyone or anything, it was just me, not like i got nothing to tell, but i'm just too lazy to blog again. Today is 29th September, as usual, i got alot to do for my work, cos TME is organizing movie evangelistic meeting during November, and 7 evangelistic meetings in December. I really got alot to do, need to contact churches, prepare poster, movie trailer, and so on....... it is just never ending.

well, lets come back to what i really wanted to share.... my anniversary with Stephen... For many who doesnt know, I'm in a relationship with Stephen. Know him for almost six years, he is still a berry romantic guy, you will never know how sweet it was he wanted me to be his girlfriend, you will envy me when i really share it. Anyway, 16 September is our anniversary, i tot he will forget this day because he is really forgetful, far beyond your imagination, and i tot well, anniversary, okay... not a big deal, nothing special, lets go out for a dinner. we both agreed. i suggested to try Japanese food so we went to a restaurant near puchong (where he lives).

Before we left, he ran to the cabinet near his house window to grab a paper bag, and i was like, oh gift...? what is it? i wanna see..... and he went, nope, let's go.... and i stopped stopped asking for a look, and started heading to Haruzen with his skyline... we ordered sashimi, sushi, and all kind of Japanese food. half way eating, he asked to to take a look at the gift. i saw 2 handphone holders, i was like, hmm, great, i got another Hello Kitty Phone holder, and he got himself a stitch handphone holder. i took a look on it, and put it down, and continue eating my dinner.

I seriously didnt know there is something in the holder, i pulled the sponge out quickly and placed it on the table. and try to put my navigator inside. he pointed at the sponge and ask, what is that, i was like, hmm, sponge? i picked it and guess what i saw..... A ring, a diamond ring....... Haha, i was so surprise. he explained the meaning of the the ring to me. he said it is a promise ring, he showed me his ring in his handphone holder too.

These rings normally mean a promise of marriage, but he said these two are to promise me 3 things

The 1st being, that if nothing goes wrong, we will spend our time, our future, our lives, together.

The 2nd being, that we are independent, our lives are ours to live, our decisions are our own and they involve us, hence when we decide, we consider each other.

And the 3rd being, that we are responsible for ourselves, and we are each others responsibility. Anything we do now involves us, effects us, and whatever we decide, impacts us.

I guess he probably scratches his head for days to thinks of these 3 promises. he said, promise ring is to wear on the middle or forth finger of the right. Now do i accept it? i give it a few minutes thought. and i say yes to him, that's mean, i'm committing to him when i wear this ring on. i accepted it.

It was really a surprise that i never thought so... Bunny, I'm so happy to have you in my life... Thanks!!!

Eee PC

2010-07-31T06:12:00.000-07:00

Now, here's the second post. I am now currently working with a Hong Kong based company, i see this as part of my ministry, serving full time in The Media Evangelism. Me and bunny had an argument about my job. He doesn't like where i'm working. I understand why he doesn't like my job, i thinks that my office is too far from my house. Yea, i agreed. I work in PJ, distance is not a problem for me, but PJ is a Jam central. I spend almost 2 hours driving back from office everyday. It is indeed time consuming, and petrol consuming. Besides that, he is complain that my company got no insurance coverage, medical claims, and medical check up, and pay is not as good as AIA. ( Yea, I worked in AIA before, as a telemarketer.) Anyway, although he is not happy with what i'm working for, he is still loving, caring, and understanding.
However, working for TME gives me a chance to go Hong Kong for training for about 2 weeks. But i had my company laptop all wired up one day before i left for HK, and i somehow accidentally knock it off the table and it fell straight on its screen. Needless to say, game over. The screen spoiled. I didnt let my boss know cos it was my fault so i use my own big, huge, antique laptop for my office work while i tried to get my uncle to find a screen replacement.

There was one Sunday afternoon after my church service, i went to Puchong to see Bunny, we decided to go IOI mall for a movie. while we was walking around. he went to a computer shop. Guess what, here's another surprise for me. As i said. he is the kind, loving, understanding and ever so caring boyfriend, decided to get buy me a new Laptop. After we did our survey. he decided to get me this. The Eee PC

It was awesome, isn't it? i really didn't ask for it. He is just too good to pampered me. I really appreciate it. This was not the only gifts he bought. I really appreciate what he did to me. Bunny, Thanks for the crystal necklace, thanks for the navigator, thanks for the crocs, and so much more. But please, stop buying things for me, I dont want you to think that i'm materialistic and high maintainance.

Anyway. Thank You So Much.

Penang Island

2010-07-31T05:29:00.000-07:00

Well, well well, it has been three months since my last update. Yea, that is how lazy I am. Is not that I dun have time to update my blog, just that my laziness has no boundaries. But Finally, I'm getting my blog updated now.

It happened almost six months ago. This was my first trip ever with someone that is so important. Yupe, the only two of us, we went to Penang Island on the 11th Feb to 13th Feb, a few days earlier to celebrate Valentine's day.

Well, I really enjoy the trip as it was fully planned by Bunny, and i like the feeling of celebrating such a day of love with someone who is so special. Mostly, i liked that there is someone for me that i can confide in, share my insecurities with, and know i can depend on at times of needs. Anyway, we left on his awesome new Skyline in the morning, and reached Penang in about 3 hours.Thanks to his surprise and i got to take the ferry ride into Penang Island. We spent the day shopping, watching movie, beach activities and so on. At night, we stay in Tanjung Bunga Hotel, a 3 star yet a very nice hotel., helpful staff, clean environment, large roon with see view.
Here's a place i must mention. The world largest toy museum, yea, the world largest. When we was on our way to hotel, i spots the toy museum. we ended up paying RM20 to visit this, well, i'm very lazy to post the pictures here, but check it out when you have a chance to Penang, worth it.

Bla bla bla, we went quite a lot of places including fruits farm, butterfly farm,snake temple, gurney plaza and so on. well, we really spend a lot on shopping and eating. but, in general, it was really a nice trip that he planned. Thanks Bunny!!

生命短暂

2010-05-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

今天透过facebook看到了一则很可怜的新闻。
一位才19岁的女生需要经历一场于最爱的人分离的痛苦。
在他老公出门前，她赖床浮浅的和·老公笑一笑，
一睡醒就接到男朋友车祸离世的消息对他来说是非常大的打击。
难道人生命就那么脆弱吗？人是何等的有限。
没有人能够按着自己的胸口，吩咐心脏停止跳动。
生命是上帝所赐的，没有神的允许，没人可以取走一个人的生命。
这位女生一定哭的很惨吧，谁能经历这种痛苦呢？
要是我，我一定挨不过去。
恳求上帝亲自安慰家人吧。。。

在神凡事都能。

2010-04-09T18:22:00.000-07:00

天上下着大雨，滴滴嗒嗒的把我吵醒。
最近的天气真的非常炎日，下场大雨也未尝不是件好事。
坐在书桌前，我翻开了圣经阅读路加福音18:27.
经文如此说到：在人所不能的事，在神却能。
这句经文鼓励了我。
我最近在工作上确实遇见很多难题，看上去似乎无法解决。
但我相信神必定会带领。
我所不能成就的，我深信他会替我解决。
因为在人不能的事，在神却凡事都能。
amen..

复活节

2010-04-03T06:38:00.000-07:00

明天就是复活节，复活节会让你想起什么呢？
对我来说，我是一个有信仰的人。
当然比较属灵的答案是耶稣给了我对永生的盼望。
我到底是谁呢？耶稣竟然为了我上十字架。
他为何要这么做呢？又是谁把他钉十架呢？
答案就是: 我。
我一次又一次的犯罪。使耶稣一次又一次的被钉十架。
想到上帝为我所做的，我不禁流下两行泪。
如果没有耶稣，今天的我任然活在黑暗罪恶当中。
但因为他所成就的使我不再惧怕。
更使我生命盼望，有喜乐。

复活节也让我想起复活蛋。
今天比赛画复活蛋，我赢了一个枕头哦！

感恩

2009-11-17T03:56:00.000-08:00

如果不是耶和华建造房屋，
建造的人就惶然劳力。。
感谢上帝赐我每天的粮食。

选择

2009-11-15T05:54:00.000-08:00

到底我要怎样做出选择？
正如爱群传道说的：我已经心里有答案了，我真正需要的是别人的肯定。
可是这到底是不是上帝要我做的呢？
这会不会来的太突然了呢？
我根本就没有时间去认真考虑。
可是在短短两天里，我确实是看到上帝的印证。
到我还不是很确定这就是上帝要我走的路。
这是一条我重来都没有做过的路，到底上帝要怎样带领我走过呢？

上帝，你看到我心里的矛盾。对我来说实在太突然了。
这是你的呼召吗？这是全时间服侍呀。不是玩玩的。
如果这是上帝你要我做的，我求你一步一步的带领。
因为我确实没有走过，也不晓得要怎样走，求你教导我。

I love you and I like you

2009-06-22T04:52:00.000-07:00

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster, but in front of the person you like, you get happy.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring, but in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.
If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush, but if you look into the eyes of the person you like, you smile.
If front of the person you love, you can’t say everything on your mind, but in front of the person you like, you can.
In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy, but in front of the person you like, you can show your own self.
You can’t look straight into the eyes of the one you love, but you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.
When the one you love is crying, you cry with him, but when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
The feeling of love starts from the eye, and the feeling of like starts from the ears.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears. But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a teardrop and remains in your heart forever after.

爱自己

2009-06-17T18:35:00.000-07:00

每个人其实都对自己不满意.
当我们身材或样貌都达不到像路上广告牌里的模特儿的时候
我们自然就产生自卑感,或羡慕广告牌里的模特儿.
其实我们都被媒体欺骗了.
拥有魔鬼身材,天使的脸空是每个女孩的梦想.
然而, 这也满难达到的. 所以不要为自己样子和身材而悲伤.
其实美不美不要紧, 顺眼就好.
最重要的是要有内在美.

其实每个女人都很可爱,爱上自己最性感.
明天我要比今天更美丽.
快乐有自己,温柔对自己,祝福了自己
不管明天是晴是雨
爱自己勇敢不放弃
快乐有自己,闪亮的自己,浪漫了自己
让世界因我而更美丽
要相信, 要爱自己

所以, 要珍惜自己
相信自己,要对自己有信心
这样, 我们所看见的一切都会变美好

All about me....

2009-06-11T02:01:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

And this is quite accurate

蒙福..

2009-05-31T19:06:00.000-07:00

我要做一个蒙福的人.. 蒙上帝祝福的人..
上帝要祝福我们,这是祂的心愿..
但圣经里诗篇第一篇让我看到神要祝福人的条件..
那就是, 惟喜爱耶和华的律法,昼夜思想的人便为有福..
上帝看顾义人的道路, 要成为一个义人我们不可跟随恶人的想法,意念,和行动
因为耶和华使他们的道路灭亡...
所以要蒙上帝祝福的,一定是要合神心意的..

生日礼物

2009-05-21T00:04:00.001-07:00

终于有机会上载我的生日礼物了.. 谢谢你们的礼物.. 我爱你们

生日快乐,我对自己说..

2009-05-12T19:56:00.000-07:00

时间飞逝.. 转眼间已过了21年.. 在这21年里, 我觉得神对我真好. 祂给了我世上最好的父母. (至少我是这样认为), 他们对我的养育之恩我真的很感激, 也无法报答, 唯一能做的就是好好孝顺他们..兄弟姐妹也是我所喜爱的. 虽然偶尔会斗斗嘴, 但我知道我不能少了他们任何一个人..

在我生命中有另一班让我很珍惜的是我教会朋友.. 他们可以所是我每天期待要见面的人. 我们在一起真的是完全没有保留.. 我不会在他们面前掩饰我自己.. 因为我们实在是太kawan了.. 在他们身上我真的学到很多很多功课, 特别可以彼此用神的话语来互相鼓励.. 如果要我一一数出来,我想是说不完的...

另外我也很感激神把michelle, sharon, valerie, eugene, ivan, felix, dallas, 等等的中学朋友放在我生命中... 虽然我们没有同样的信仰, 但我也享受他们在我生命中所做的事情..我们一起上课,一起放学, 一起去旅游.. 实在是个美好的回忆... 有还在为他们的救恩祷告.. 希望有一天神施行拯救在他们身上..

还有还有... 我的小学同学.. 我们偶尔还会约出来喝喝茶, 吹吹水, 和讲讲坏话.. 但是他们是一班很可爱的朋友. 真的感谢他们为我庆祝生日, 还送生日礼物.. 感谢你们啦...

今年的生日真的很特别.. 谢谢你们每一个人在我生命里成为我人生拼图的一部分.. 我一定会好好珍惜你们的... 我其中一个生日愿望就是上帝能够恩待你们如同恩待我一样.. 神祝福你们如同神祝福我一样...

爱是....

2009-05-07T03:25:00.000-07:00

在soul work 的官方网站看到一篇有意思的文章.. 是关于爱.. 所以把他考贝了下来与大家分享..

[愛]源自上帝。任何一個信仰都沒有對愛真正回應過。只有耶穌有生命證明了愛最完全的意義。用生命說我愛你是基督教最真的實踐。愛是一生一世的。然而﹐可悲的是這樣的想法在這時代已漸漸被取代﹐但有一群人依然堅持給愛情最美的意義。讓愛回到最原始的樣子﹐上帝的愛就和神的本質一樣，永遠不變。而人的愛是從上帝來，原本應該跟上帝的愛一樣完美，但是人類的罪，讓愛自己勝過愛別人，造成男女雙方在感情上的許多傷害。’所以我們都主張要就談 [三角戀] ﹐邀請耶穌進入成為第三者。一場戀愛從走入不同階段﹐我們知道慢慢從當初的感覺延伸去責任﹐委身﹐承諾﹐信任。每一對情侶都有機會是「天作之合」，只是「天作之合」不是從天上掉下來的，而是需要努力學習掙來的。上帝叫我們如果一旦決定和一個人一起﹐就要愛到底...

幸福

2009-05-03T07:53:00.000-07:00

在还没学会开车之前, 总觉得开车好像很幸福..
但在学会开车之后,却发现原来被载也是一种幸福...
分别只是两种不一样的幸福罢了.
原来当我们看别人在幸福的时候,
常常忘了自己也是在幸福之中的.

叉烧饭

2009-04-26T23:34:00.000-07:00

以前去烧腊店吃饭的时候, 无论哪一家店只点叉烧饭...

在A店: 老板一份叉烧饭...

在B店: 老板一份叉烧饭...

在C店: 老板一份叉烧饭...

不知道为什么我总吃叉烧饭...

突然有一天, 我告诉自己不能一辈子只吃叉烧饭..

一定要有所改变, 有所突破!!

人生要勇于尝试啊!!

于是我点了油鸡饭...

后来我发现在叉烧饭以外,也有很多很好吃的饭..

像是油鸡,烤鸭,鸡腿...等等.

如果我一直吃叉烧饭的话, 我就不能吃到其他好吃的饭了..

人生要勇于尝试啊!!!

不喜欢的话,下次再换回来就好了啊!!!

Doreamon

2009-04-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

哈哈..

从来没有想过或看过Doreamon会小便..

很可爱一下...

happ birthday

2009-04-23T20:38:00.000-07:00

Today is my brother's birthday, mummy said wanna celebrate for him... our plan is to eat crabby... well... wanna wish william happy birthday.. and may the lord bless him abundantly..

请记得这十句话

2009-04-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

第一句如果我们之间有1000步的距离你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
第二句通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人
第三句付出真心才会得到真心却也可能伤得彻底保持
距离就能保护自己却也注定永远寂寞
第四句有时候不是对方不在乎你而是你把对方看得太重
第五句朋友就是把你看透了还能喜欢你的人
六句就算是believe中间也藏了一个lie
第七句真正的好朋友并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起就算不说话也不会感到尴尬
第八句没有一百分的另一半只有五十分的两个人
第九句为你的难过而快乐的是敌人为你的快乐而快乐的是朋友
为你的难过而难过的就是那些该放进心里的人
第十句冷漠有时候并不是无情只是一种避免被伤害的工具

不知道, 我真的不知道...

2009-04-22T02:32:00.000-07:00

妈呀... 最近心情真的很低落...

不知道为什么会这样..

不知道要怎样去面对..

不知道这样的感觉会到何时..

不知道, 我真的不知道...

祢在那里..?

请不要遮脸不顾我..

请不要忘记我, 不要丢下我...

无奈..

2009-04-17T10:53:00.000-07:00

我不喜欢与别人分享我内心的想法... 应该没有人会知道我真正想要的是什么... 因为就连我自己都不清楚我要什么... 表面上的大笑掩饰了我的的不愉快... 其实朋友我有不少, 但我从来没向他们分享我的秘密... 今天, Jack 来找我谈关于Kim Lee的事情... 在见面以前, 我实在不想牵扯在他们这段感情中... 因为我厌倦了... 我不耐烦了... 对于这事件,我已经不感兴趣了... 但Jack来找我,我不忍心拒绝他... 因为对他来说,我可能是很重要的聆听者... 所以我答应了... 在谈论中,我了解到他的想法... 终于他想通了... 感谢神,让他能重新站立起来... 我祷告, 他能从中反省自己的处事态度... 我不知道为什么他会想来找我谈这件事, 可能他认为我可以帮助到他... 其实, 我根本不能做什么... 对于感情游戏, 我没什么经验... 我更加不懂... 但和他谈论过后, 我从他身上学到了一些东西... 我佩服他对感情认真的态度... 我佩服他想要为自己争取机会的勇气 ,虽然失败了但他尝试了...
我不是一个这样的人, 所以我佩服他... 但是我期望我能像他一样, 争取自己想要的东西....
如果对自己想要拥有的东西都不敢提起勇气努力争取, 那么我有凭什么可以得到呢??

Genting trip...

2009-04-17T00:16:00.001-07:00

痛苦...

2009-04-16T19:40:00.000-07:00

请不要这样对我.....

我真的会受不了.....

我不喜欢这样的感觉....

忽冷忽热的...

我实在透不过气来....

跑步

2009-04-13T23:28:00.000-07:00

今天一早被妈妈叫去跑步...
很久没做运动了...
流了一身汗爽死了...
虽然很累, 但也几enjoy一下...

Result...

2009-04-08T20:48:00.000-07:00

finally result was out...
Although is not very good...
but im quite happy with it...
because i already did my best...
Glory to God...

This was sem 1 result... due to some reason not able to attend

the Examination for PR subject.. Below is the result for referral exam..

Haha.. this was sem 2 results.. i did very bad for my mass media &

society... That's why have to retake lo...

Thanks god... finally i pass this subject

This was sem 3 results... Not bad huh.. 3As 2Bs...

Sem 4.. Agian... 3As 2Bs.. not bad la...

This was my internship result... i did my intern in Dovecast...

i think my report is not that well... haha...

but good enuf to cari makan..

Finally... last semester.... again... 3As 2Bs....

i think my "meng shui" is this...

cant go any further.. sigh...

But really thanks God for that...

if not because of Him, i wont be able to finish...

see.. his grace is sufficient for GRACE....

Does

2009-04-07T00:43:00.000-07:00

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

Bowling...

2009-04-05T09:01:00.001-07:00

finally have change to upload the photo... we went out for bowling to celebrate li ping's birthday at flamingo hotel.. these are some photos... enjoyed...
seems like she is the winner.. haha..

Li Lian... very "de chek"... left one behind...

group of father and daughther...

Kim.... so happy meh... i think you are the weakest one wo...

Gideon... very yeng lo... haha

I'm not playing... just simply wanna be in camera... wakaka

Li Lian, Li Ping, and Irene....

your hair also very messy lo.... Kim..

u like wanna fight lo.....

Adam... can carry anot...? is it too heavy for you?

the ball very suit you leh....

爱与拥有

2009-04-04T08:06:00.000-07:00

怎样的爱才是成熟的?

有人说: 我需要你,因为我爱你

有人说: 我爱你, 因为我需要你

如果是我,我会选前者.

因为我觉得只有因为爱, 才会产生在乎.

而因为在乎,才想拥有...

清明节

2009-04-03T22:00:00.000-07:00

每次想到清明节,
就想到清明时节,雨纷纷这句话...
可是今年的清明并没有下雨...
所以我们去扫墓啦....

哀伤

2009-04-03T02:39:00.000-07:00

昨天是姑丈出宾仪式, 爸爸要我们一家都出席..

连哥哥也不例外,因为哥哥是姑姑的乾儿子.

到了那里就感觉到哀伤的气氛.

家属都哭红了眼...

不用讲也可以感觉到他们的悲伤.

丧礼开始了, 姑丈女婿带领唱诗,

媳妇带领读经, 女儿负责讲道.

这是我第一次看到家属为自己的亲人主持丧礼.

他们一家都是基督徒,有4位牧师.

是个爱主的家庭..

从他们口中的描述,在场的所有人都几乎哭了起来..

平时不曾流泪的爸爸也哭了... 太伤感了...

姑丈是个好人, 就是他帮助爸爸,教他做生意...

带爸爸开始做面条... 如果没有他.. 也没有今天的我们..

从小就试过和哥哥在姑姑家度假..

在那里我从来就没有看过姑丈发脾气...

难怪他去世,这么多人会哭得这么厉害...

最可怜的是我的姑姑.. 她哭到站不起来了..

丈夫的离去,他不能接受.. 所以非常伤心..

尤其到了封棺的时候,她更是要求打开棺木,

因为她想摸摸他的丈夫...

在苦苦哀求下, 师母决定叫人打开棺木让她摸摸丈夫最后一次..

姑姑真的摸了...

可是这一摸却不能叫醒姑丈...

我真的可以看出他们的感情多深厚...

姑姑真的不舍得...

当扶灵车的时候, 几乎站不起来的姑姑坚持要送他最后一程..

这一程对我们来说是真的很远, 几乎是走了整个Sungai Buloh乡村一圈...

对所有人来讲,这是很远.

但我相信,对姑姑来讲, 她希望这一程会永远走不完...

相信没有人可以医治姑姑的伤痛...

只有耶稣可以... 只有父神能医治他....

姑姑... 你一定要坚持活下去...

有一天,我们会在天堂相见...

月刊

2009-04-03T02:28:00.000-07:00

今天早上起来就觉得肚子不太舒服, 可是也没加以理会..
哈哈... 突然发现是时候买月刊,后来就发现原来真的出版了...
幸好一早就被发现, 要不然.... 事情就难搞了...

在爱情里,从来没有愚人节

2009-03-31T19:34:00.000-07:00

他和她是大学同学。　　她，是学校的校花，在学校里被男生们众星捧月。他不高也不帅，平凡的近乎平庸！　　不知道什么原因，她特别喜欢和他在一起。和他在一起，她有一种安全感！　　那些日子是快乐的！每天晚修，她都会主动约他出去走走，在绝美的夜色下一起分享彼此的快乐！她很爱耍赖，送她回宿舍楼后都是要他背她上楼。周末。他会用单车载她去郊外，去海边，在后座上幸福吹起她的长发，洋洋洒洒……　　那些日子也是有谎言的。早餐是他送到她的寝室的，早餐里每次都会有一个鸡蛋，他剥皮送到她嘴里，她要他吃，他总是轻轻一笑：我从小不爱吃鸡蛋的！清贫的生活让他羞涩与她分享一个鸡蛋。囊中的硬币能容许他每天只买一个鸡蛋！小时候，妈妈为了给他补营养都会煮一个鸡蛋给他，他要妈妈吃一口，妈妈也会说：我不爱吃鸡蛋！　　那些日子也有泪流满面的！她爱想家，一想家她就哭，看着她哭他就手足无措的。他不爱说话，更不会拿动听的语言去哄她！他只会红着眼圈给她递手纸……　　那些日子，她和他每天都会想一个问题。她想：他喜欢我吗？或许他只是把我当做妹妹。他想：她喜欢我吗？或许她只是把我当作了一个哥哥……　　情人节那天，她收到好多鲜花，她把那些玫瑰全部丢近垃圾桶。是的，女孩子喜欢鲜花，她也喜欢，她更喜欢他能送给她的玫瑰花……　　远远的看他走来了，手里拿着一束玫瑰花，她的心一阵狂跳。　　“送给你的”他呐呐地说。　　“九朵玫瑰！代表什么呀？”她红着脸，她在期待着一句话。　　“我看这花挺好看，我希望别人有的东西你也应该有……”　　“谁说我没有了？”不等他说完，她把花扔在他身上，转身走了……　　望着她的背影，他仍呐呐地站在那里。想哭哭不出来才是真正的悲伤……　　晚修后他们各走各的。他痛苦，他以为自己的表白让友谊也烟消云散了。她委屈，其实她只是想听他说出那句话。　　一个半月后的一个晚上，他鼓起勇气写了一张纸条：我很喜欢你。　　十年后，做梦的年龄过了，他仍单身一人！虽然事业小有成就，可很多女孩的追求他都婉言拒绝了！在他的心里再也承载不起爱情。仅仅是因为心里最软的地方曾经被碰触了。　　一次同学聚会。他和她坐在了一张桌上。她已经是一个孩子的母亲，她身上已经开始散发出那种成熟少妇的丰韵。他们谈起了那张纸条！　　她问：你为什么在那天送我那张纸条呀？　　他看着她：哪天呀？　　她说：4月1日。愚人节呀。　　他叹了口气，说：在我的眼中，爱情从来就没有愚人节。　　顿时，她泪下滂沱……

绝望

2009-03-30T06:11:00.000-07:00

有人说: 当一切在绝望之中, 唯有信仰长存..
实在的, 人在绝望之余, 支撑生命的就只剩下一个人的信仰.
不同的人会有不同的信仰, 有的相信科学, 有的把信仰寄托在生命上,
有的相信自己, 有的依靠政治能力, 有的就相信宗教..
可是科学的来源是什么呢? 是谁创造科学?
这世界的实在有很多东西是科学所解释不了的..
所以我们不能依靠科学..
生命呢? 人的生命是软弱的. 有谁能够决定自己的生命长短?
今天健康的人, 到了明天可能就没命了.
到底是谁掌控生命? 所以相信掌控生命的人比较安全吧..
人根本算不了什么, 我们更不能相信自己...
我们如果信仰寄托在政治能力上, 我们一定会失望.
因为人所做的不能满足每一个人.
到底长存的信仰会是什么?
我是一个把信仰寄托在耶稣身上的人..
因为他掌管我的生命. 他爱惜我, 看我为宝贵.
有他, 我不为明天而忧虑.
有他, 我得着丰盛的生命.
有他, 我得找喜乐和平安.
有他, 我不在感觉害怕..
因为他, 我不会绝望... 并且有永恒的盼望...
耶稣才是我们可以依靠的...
信他的不致灭亡反得永生...

暧昧

2009-03-23T05:28:00.000-07:00

一种感情叫暧昧
世界上的爱有千万种,有一种爱非常简单，就是无欲无求为你默默地奉献；有一份情难以忘怀，就是知你懂你给你最真诚的呵护；有一个人不可替代，就是心有灵犀的陪你度过漫漫的黑夜。有时候，他就像天上的星星，阳光灿烂的日子，你不会在意他的存在，有月亮的夜晚，他只是静静的闪烁。当你的太阳月亮都消失了的时候，他始终是你生命中的一颗恒星，为你照亮，为你导航。有时候，他又象是你近旁的一株兰草，他不与树争高低，不与花争艳丽，即使“禀天地之纯精”，也会默默的让你快乐，宽容着你往日的疏懒,这就是暧昧吗

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比情人远一点。
暧昧是，你会常常在MSN等他在线。当他几天没有在线，你就会有些担心。
暧昧是，你会不时去他的INFO看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。
暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。　　　
暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。　　　
暧昧是，有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。　　
暧昧是，你会送一样他喜欢的给他，但大家从没有开始过。　　
暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。　　
暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。　　　　
暧昧是，当你遇到问题解决不了的时候，你第一个便会想起他。　　　　
暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。　　　　
暧昧是，为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。
暧昧是，甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，就叫人不安，患得患失。　　　
暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。
暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。
暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。　　　
暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。
暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？　　　　
暧昧是，每天大家都会聊MSN，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。　　　　
暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。
暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。　　
暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。
暧昧是,一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。门--永远不是终点站。
暧昧是你看到这篇文章,会想到的那个人

成了

2009-03-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

终于成了, 什么都成了.
两年的努力修成结果了.
我终于考完试了.
回想起当初踏入Stamford, 心情是紧张有兴奋.
最恐怖的还是第一学期的第一个Subject.
一进班就被老师吓到了.
课堂的第一个话题就是什么功课, 什么时间要交.
第一份要写的报告竟然会是6000个字. 还有一大堆的Presentation.
说真的, 这两年学到真的特别多东西.
学到了如何planning. 尤其是举办Seminar.
另一方面最让我怀念的还是去Finas Training 的时间.
第一次有机会handle大型Beta Camara.
还有机会制作了一部短片.
虽然那一个星期的时间很短, 但我们还真的很享受.
希望能够还有机会制作另一些短片.
另外啊, 回想这两年说做的功课还是觉得很吓人的,
为了要完成另一天要交的功课, 我竟然可以晚上守夜不睡觉.
现在想起还觉得骨痛.
可是呀.. 我...
我.... 我....
终于完成了我的学业...
感谢神再两年里给我力量, 智慧...
虽然教会事奉也很忙, 但神让我有智慧分配时间.....
成啦........!!!!

神的创造

2009-02-18T09:21:00.000-08:00

今天早上起床觉得特别累, 眼皮仿佛千斤重, 怎样也打不开.

所以容许自己在赖床. 非常不愿意起床..

在床上的我, 原本想多睡一会儿. 可是太多东西在脑子里闪过.

想起自己有很多东西还等着我完成.

一段从屋顶上传来清晰的鸟鸣声打断了我的思绪.

非常好听. 我仔细听了它的旋律.

那只小鸟在唱歌. 它的旋律很像 Cover The Earth 的前半部..

小鸟吱吱声的在唱 :" Let me be an Instrument......."

(我感觉他在唱这首歌)

上帝真的很奇妙, 祂不断造人类, 还造了小鸟来敬拜祂..

的确, 神的创造让人叹为观止.

上帝透过创造来启示人类关于祂的存在.

祂就是那为创造天地万物的神.

祂立定大地的根基, 祂设定地的尺度.

祂摆设天空云彩, 夜间的星星.

祂定海浪的界限. 祂定晨光之本位.

祂创造世上一切的一切.

祂叫万物按照神所规定工作岗位发挥他们的作用.

祂的创造真的太美丽了. 祂的荣耀充满全地.

诸天述说神的荣耀, 穹苍传扬他的手段.

Tenji buffet

2009-02-14T05:17:00.000-08:00

Finally I have a chance to post the photo taken in Tenji..
We really had fun there...

什么嘛??

2009-02-13T08:39:00.001-08:00

人人都说情节是甜蜜的, 可能是真的吧.

之前的情人节是怎样过我已经忘记了..

因为没有什么好留念的..

都是一个人过...

还记得某一年的情人节过的特别开心..

因为你给了情人节礼物..

可是今年的情人节实在不好过..

可能是上帝的一种惩罚吧.

988就在踏进情人节12.00am,

MPAJ 的人来把音响都抬走了.

事情发生得太突然了,

可能是被人投诉我们太吵了吧..

今天心情真的特别复杂...

太多的思绪在脑子里转...

我要怎样才能帮助爸妈解决这问题呢?

我实在不懂..

现在唯一能做的就是祷告吧..

希望神能够帮助我们在遇到危机时,

也不会用得罪神的方式来解决问题...

Be Yourself

2009-02-13T00:20:00.000-08:00

As i was visiting someone else's blog, i saw this...

1. Be yourself and don’t try to be someone else – God doesn’t create copies, He creates originals. Many people compare themselves to others, compete with others and become discouraged when they don’t measure up to other people’s standards. Remember, there are only one you! Don’ try to be anyone else but yourself and you will be who God created you to be.

2. Always be honest with others – no one is a perfect saint, so be honest with your struggles. Humility is being able to be honest with others about who you really are, mistakes and all. People will appreciate you, not because you are perfect, but because you are human. Be willing to be vulnerable, willing to learn and others will be able to follow your example.

3. Follow your convictions and be faithful to your values – Know who you are and know what you believe. Each person needs to have his or her own standard of success. I always remind myself, I’m not called to be successful, but I’m called to be faithful to God. Know who you are, what you are called to do and follow your heart. Don’t be swayed by human opinion, but follow the way of truth.

Yes... The hardest battle you will ever have to fight is to be yourself..

but i believe that By the Grace of God i can carry on..

人的故事

2009-02-12T23:03:00.000-08:00

这个世界有三种人, 他们是每个人, 没有人和这些人.

现在有个重要的任务需要每个人去做.

每个人会认为这些人会做.

这些人也认为每个人会做.

但是没有人去做.

结果,这些人就责备每个人,为什么没有人去做

而每个人却认为这些人负起最大的责任.

但, 没有人知道, 这是每个人的责任

X X X X X X X X X X X X X X

有一个叫做"福音国度"的地方, 有着五种人,

他们是每个人,没有人,这些人,很少人和很多人.
现在有个好消息, 需要每个人去传.

每个人都知道去传这好消息, 是自己的责任.

可是很少人会这么做.

这些人努力提醒每个人去传扬着消息.

可是很多人都不加理会.

结果还是很少人去传,

仅管这些人不断提醒每个人, 这是每个人的使命.

你的好..

2009-02-12T08:45:00.000-08:00

回想起当年的我们, 回想起你的好...

当我觉得闷时, 你总会在适当的时间致电来逗逗我..

当我不开心时, 我总会要你请我吃巧克力...

当我睡不着时, 你会唱歌为了要哄我睡觉...(虽然不好听)

当我发神经时, 你会默默不语的让我发泄...

回想起这一切的一切时...

总会让我觉得温馨又甜蜜..

虽然我们可能不再见面, 但希望你总会过得比我好..

不知道

2009-02-12T08:27:00.000-08:00

此时此刻的我什么也不知道....

什么也不想知道....

太可怜了.....

迷失了...

Tenji

2009-02-10T16:55:00.000-08:00

星期日在教会的会员日聚会完了后,
我们在教会办公室借用了Amos的电脑来看了一些不该看的东西..
哈哈.. 不看还好, 看了却让我们"欲火焚身"

竟然让办公室里的人"情不自禁"的喊:"哇...哇..."

哈哈... 原来所有人都被电脑monitor里的图片吸引了..

事后传出一连串的声音:" 哇... 我要去","快点想想几时去"

"先打电话去问问看还有没有promotion"

结果sue打电话去问了促销只到本13th Feb

所以我们当场选定了星期二.

哈哈... Tenji Japanese Buffet 我们来了

先给你们看看这些照片

我会在upload我们在tenji的照片哦!!!

其实还有更多... 看了着写照片后,告诉我有谁忍受的住呢??

太美味了!!!

好朋友

2009-02-07T03:34:00.001-08:00

最近有一个朋友出国了念书了, 不知道何年何月才能在见面.
他的离开其实对我来说并没有什么生活上影响, 毕竟我们也是很就才见面一次.

他是我的中学同学, 其实想当年我们还是有说有笑, 而且还几"老友"一下.

一起上学,一起放学, 哈哈.. 有时还一起逃学.. (一定觉得我很坏蛋吧?)

转眼间, 已经是5年了, 他也出国深造了...

长大了,即使是好朋友也会分离的时候..

他的离开让我醒悟了朋友的重要性.

把手机电话簿打开看看, 大部分的人名是"认识的", 还是"朋友"?

跟你认识很久的人就是你的朋友吗? 朋友之中,又属于那一种朋友?

什么样的才是真正的朋友?

英文有一句谚语:"A friend in need is a friend indeed".

意思是患难朋友才是真朋友.

我与周围的人们和睦相处,但是,我很明白,

在我愿意为别人真诚付出的同时,

愿意为我做出同样付出的真朋友是可贵而稀少的.

拥有了就要珍之惜之. 毕竟人生中有许多事情,
是父母家人伴侣插不上手的.

这些事, 我们只能够对朋友说.

你觉得呢? 什么是好朋友?

搞定

2009-02-05T01:39:00.000-08:00

终于把明天要交的功课急急忙忙的赶完了..

都说了, 靠着那加给我力量的我凡事都可行..

现在要准备的是明天的作业呈现,

和其它两个科目的功课..

希望一切都没有太大的问题..

加油!!!

Thursday!!

2009-02-04T22:50:00.000-08:00

Is thrusday again. I believe today will be very busy for me..
Just came back from college and now, again sitting infront of my laptop
doing assignment that i hate the most. I'm really suck in writing.
Guess what, this assignment is to write an article about
christmas food around the world.
Sigh, what to do..
3 more weeks to go to finish my Diploma in Media and Communication studies.
I really pray that God will strenghten me to finish this three weeks.
Anyway, im proud to say that God is the strenght of my life.

Beside assignment, endless thursday and sunday song practise are also tiring.
But so far i really enjoy in mentally, not physically ofcos (because im the drummer)
but how much i enjoy this endless practise shows how passionate I am to serve the Almighty God.

忙

2009-02-04T09:20:00.000-08:00

深夜了, 四周都比平时宁静,此时只听到闹钟滴嗒的声音..

同房的妹妹已经熟睡了. 家里的小狗也休息了.

平时的我可能已经在床上倒头大睡了..

今天却在电脑前忙个不停, 明天就要交功课了, 我却还没赶完..

很忙吗? 真的很忙吗?

其实是我自己不会分配时间..

一整天没上课也没把该做的做好..

Grace Ngai, Grace Ngai

为什么总是把东西堆到最后一秒呢?

打从第一学期就说要改掉这坏习惯的我, 到现在为止还是没两样..

上帝啊.. 靠我什么都改变不了, 但我相信靠那加给我力量的我凡事都能做

Grace Ngai 加油!!!

要完成任务了..

茫然 @@

2009-02-03T21:23:00.000-08:00

还有三个星期就毕业了, 妈妈每天都问我几时出来做工.

好无助.... 怎么办?? 不知道..

究竟我想要的是什么?

神对我的期望是什么?

前途茫然...

神啊... 你在哪???