Monday, November 15, 2010

Roses




Each year he sent her roses,
and the note will always say,
I love you even more this year,
than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow,
with every passing year.

She knew this was the last time
that the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses
in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know,
that he would pass away.

He always liked to do things early,
way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy.
everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems and
placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside
the portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours.
In her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture,
and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was
to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude,
that had become her fate.

Then, the very hour,
The doorbell rang, and there
were roses sitting by her door.
She brought the roses in,
and then just look at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone,
to call the florist shop.

The owner answered, and she asked him,
if he would explain, Why would someone would
do this to her, causing her such pain?

''I know your hansband passed away,
more than ayear ago,''
The owner said,
''I knew you''d call, and you would want to know.
The flowers you received today,
were paid for in advance.
your husband always planned ahead,
he left nothing to chance.
There is a standing order,
that I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance,
you'll get them every year.

There also is another thing,
that i think you should know,
He wrote a special card.. he did this years ago.
Then, should ever i find out that he is no longer here,
that's the card that should be sent to you
the following year."

She thanked him and hung up the phone,
her tears now flowing hard,
her fingers shaking,
as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card,
she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence,

This is what he wrote...
"Hello my love, I know it's been a year
since I've been gone.
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.
I know it must be lonely,
and the pain is really real.
or if it was the other way,
I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made eveything
so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say
You were the perfect wife.
You were my friend and lover,
You fulfilled my every need

I want you to be happy,
even when you shed youe tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.
When you get this roses,
think of all the happiness that we had together,
and how both of us were blessed

I have always loved you and
I know i always will.
But, My love, you must go on,
you have some living still.

Please... try to find happiness,
while living out your days.
i know it is not easy.
but I hope you find some ways

The roses will come every year,
and they will only stop,
when your door is not answered,
when the florist stops to knock.
He will come five times that day,
in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit,
he will know without a doubt!
To take the roses to the place,
where I've instructed him
and place the roses where we are
together once again.








Monday, May 3, 2010

生命短暂



今天透过facebook看到了一则很可怜的新闻。
一位才19岁的女生需要经历一场于最爱的人分离的痛苦。
在他老公出门前,她赖床浮浅的和·老公笑一笑,
一睡醒就接到男朋友车祸离世的消息对他来说是非常大的打击。
难道人生命就那么脆弱吗?人是何等的有限。
没有人能够按着自己的胸口,吩咐心脏停止跳动。
生命是上帝所赐的,没有神的允许,没人可以取走一个人的生命。
这位女生一定哭的很惨吧,谁能经历这种痛苦呢?
要是我,我一定挨不过去。
恳求上帝亲自安慰家人吧。。。

Friday, April 9, 2010

在神凡事都能。









天上下着大雨,滴滴嗒嗒的把我吵醒。
最近的天气真的非常炎日,下场大雨也未尝不是件好事。
坐在书桌前,我翻开了圣经阅读路加福音18:27.
经文如此说到:在人所不能的事,在神却能。
这句经文鼓励了我。
我最近在工作上确实遇见很多难题,看上去似乎无法解决。
但我相信神必定会带领。
我所不能成就的,我深信他会替我解决。
因为在人不能的事,在神却凡事都能。
amen..

Saturday, April 3, 2010

复活节


明天就是复活节, 复活节会让你想起什么呢?
对我来说,我是一个有信仰的人。
当然比较属灵的答案是耶稣给了我对永生的盼望。
我到底是谁呢?耶稣竟然为了我上十字架。
他为何要这么做呢?又是谁把他钉十架呢?
答案就是: 我。
我一次又一次的犯罪。使耶稣一次又一次的被钉十架。
想到上帝为我所做的,我不禁流下两行泪。
如果没有耶稣,今天的我任然活在黑暗罪恶当中。
但因为他所成就的使我不再惧怕。
更使我生命盼望,有喜乐。



复活节也让我想起复活蛋。
今天比赛画复活蛋,我赢了一个枕头哦!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

感恩

如果不是耶和华建造房屋,
建造的人就惶然劳力。。
感谢上帝赐我每天的粮食。

Sunday, November 15, 2009

选择

到底我要怎样做出选择?
正如爱群传道说的:我已经心里有答案了,我真正需要的是别人的肯定。
可是这到底是不是上帝要我做的呢?
这会不会来的太突然了呢?
我根本就没有时间去认真考虑。
可是在短短两天里, 我确实是看到上帝的印证。
到我还不是很确定这就是上帝要我走的路。
这是一条我重来都没有做过的路, 到底上帝要怎样带领我走过呢?





上帝,你看到我心里的矛盾。 对我来说实在太突然了。
这是你的呼召吗? 这是全时间服侍呀。不是玩玩的。
如果这是上帝你要我做的, 我求你一步一步的带领。
因为我确实没有走过,也不晓得要怎样走, 求你教导我。

Monday, June 22, 2009

I love you and I like you


In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster, but in front of the person you like, you get happy.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring, but in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.
If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush, but if you look into the eyes of the person you like, you smile.
If front of the person you love, you can’t say everything on your mind, but in front of the person you like, you can.
In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy, but in front of the person you like, you can show your own self.
You can’t look straight into the eyes of the one you love, but you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.
When the one you love is crying, you cry with him, but when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
The feeling of love starts from the eye, and the feeling of like starts from the ears.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears. But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a teardrop and remains in your heart forever after.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

爱自己

每个人其实都对自己不满意.
当我们身材或样貌都达不到像
路上广告牌里的模特儿的时候
我们自然就产生自卑感,或羡慕广告牌里的模特儿.
其实我们都被媒体欺骗了.
拥有魔鬼身材,天使的脸空是每个女孩的梦想.
然而, 这也满难达到的. 所以不要为自己样子和身材而悲伤.
其实美不美不要紧, 顺眼就好.
最重要的是要有内在美.

其实每个女人都很可爱,爱上自己最性感.
明天我要比今天更美丽.
快乐有自己,温柔对自己,祝福了自己
不管明天是晴是雨
爱自己 勇敢不放弃
快乐有自己,闪亮的自己,浪漫了自己
让世界因我而更美丽
要相信, 要爱自己




所以, 要珍惜自己
相信自己,要对自己有信心
这样, 我们所看见的一切都会变美好



Thursday, June 11, 2009

All about me....

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


And this is quite accurate

Sunday, May 31, 2009

蒙福..

我要做一个蒙福的人.. 蒙上帝祝福的人..
上帝要祝福我们,这是祂的心愿..
但圣经里诗篇第一篇让我看到神要祝福人的条件..
那就是, 惟喜爱耶和华的律法,昼夜思想的人便为有福..
上帝看顾义人的道路, 要成为一个义人我们不可跟随恶人的想法,意念,和行动
因为耶和华使他们的道路灭亡...
所以要蒙上帝祝福的,一定是要合神心意的..

Thursday, May 21, 2009

生日礼物

终于有机会上载我的生日礼物了.. 谢谢你们的礼物.. 我爱你们














Tuesday, May 12, 2009

生日快乐,我对自己说..


时间飞逝.. 转眼间已过了21年.. 在这21年里, 我觉得神对我真好. 祂给了我世上最好的父母. (至少我是这样认为), 他们对我的养育之恩我真的很感激, 也无法报答, 唯一能做的就是好好孝顺他们..兄弟姐妹也是我所喜爱的. 虽然偶尔会斗斗嘴, 但我知道我不能少了他们任何一个人..


在我生命中有另一班让我很珍惜的是我教会朋友.. 他们可以所是我每天期待要见面的人. 我们在一起真的是完全没有保留.. 我不会在他们面前掩饰我自己.. 因为我们实在是太kawan了.. 在他们身上我真的学到很多很多功课, 特别可以彼此用神的话语来互相鼓励.. 如果要我一一数出来,我想是说不完的...


另外我也很感激神把michelle, sharon, valerie, eugene, ivan, felix, dallas, 等等的中学朋友放在我生命中... 虽然我们没有同样的信仰, 但我也享受他们在我生命中所做的事情..我们一起上课,一起放学, 一起去旅游.. 实在是个美好的回忆... 有还在为他们的救恩祷告.. 希望有一天神施行拯救在他们身上..


还有还有... 我的小学同学.. 我们偶尔还会约出来喝喝茶, 吹吹水, 和讲讲坏话.. 但是他们是一班很可爱的朋友. 真的感谢他们为我庆祝生日, 还送生日礼物.. 感谢你们啦...


今年的生日真的很特别.. 谢谢你们每一个人在我生命里成为我人生拼图的一部分.. 我一定会好好珍惜你们的... 我其中一个生日愿望就是上帝能够恩待你们如同恩待我一样.. 神祝福你们如同神祝福我一样...

Thursday, May 7, 2009

爱是....




在soul work 的官方网站看到一篇有意思的文章.. 是关于爱.. 所以把他考贝了下来与大家分享..


[愛]源自上帝。任何一個信仰都沒有對愛真正回應過。只有耶穌有生命證明了愛最完全的意義。用生命說我愛你是基督教最真的實踐。愛是一生一世的。然而﹐可悲的是這樣的想法在這時代已漸漸被取代﹐但有一群人依然堅持給愛情最美的意義。讓愛回到最原始的樣子﹐上帝的愛就和神的本質一樣,永遠不變。而人的愛是從上帝來,原本應該跟上帝的愛一樣完美,但是人類的罪,讓愛自己勝過愛別人,造成男女雙方在感情上的許多傷害。’所以我們都主張要就談 [三角戀] ﹐邀請耶穌進入成為第三者。一場戀愛從走入不同階段﹐我們知道慢慢從當初的感覺延伸去責任﹐委身﹐承諾﹐信任。每一對情侶都有機會是「天作之合」,只是「天作之合」不是從天上掉下來的,而是需要努力學習掙來的。上帝叫我們如果一旦決定和一個人一起﹐就要愛到底...

Sunday, May 3, 2009

幸福


在还没学会开车之前, 总觉得开车好像很幸福..
但在学会开车之后,却发现原来被载也是一种幸福...
分别只是两种不一样的幸福罢了.
原来当我们看别人在幸福的时候,
常常忘了自己也是在幸福之中的.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

叉烧饭


以前去烧腊店吃饭的时候, 无论哪一家店只点叉烧饭...

在A店: 老板一份叉烧饭...

在B店: 老板一份叉烧饭...

在C店: 老板一份叉烧饭...

不知道为什么我总吃叉烧饭...

突然有一天, 我告诉自己不能一辈子只吃叉烧饭..

一定要有所改变, 有所突破!!

人生要勇于尝试啊!!

于是我点了油鸡饭...

后来我发现在叉烧饭以外,也有很多很好吃的饭..

像是油鸡,烤鸭,鸡腿...等等.

如果我一直吃叉烧饭的话, 我就不能吃到其他好吃的饭了..



人生要勇于尝试啊!!!

不喜欢的话,下次再换回来就好了啊!!!

Doreamon


哈哈..
从来没有想过或看过Doreamon会小便..
很可爱一下...

Thursday, April 23, 2009

happ birthday

Today is my brother's birthday, mummy said wanna celebrate for him... our plan is to eat crabby... well... wanna wish william happy birthday.. and may the lord bless him abundantly..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

请记得这十句话

第一句如果我们之间有1000步的距离你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
第二句通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人
第三句付出真心才会得到真心却也可能伤得彻底保持
距离就能保护自己却也注定永远寂寞
第四句 有时候不是对方不在乎你 而是你把对方看得太重
第五句朋友就是把你看透了还能喜欢你的人
六句就算是believe中间也藏了一个lie
第七句真正的好朋友并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起就算不说话也不会感到尴尬
第八句没有一百分的另一半只有五十分的两个人
第九句为你的难过而快乐的是敌人为你的快乐而快乐的是朋友
为你的难过而难过的 就是那些该放进心里的人
第十句 冷漠有时候并不是无情 只是一种避免被伤害的工具

不知道, 我真的不知道...


妈呀... 最近心情真的很低落...

不知道为什么会这样..

不知道要怎样去面对..

不知道这样的感觉会到何时..

不知道, 我真的不知道...

祢在那里..?

请不要遮脸不顾我..

请不要忘记我, 不要丢下我...

Friday, April 17, 2009

无奈..

我不喜欢与别人分享我内心的想法... 应该没有人会知道我真正想要的是什么... 因为就连我自己都不清楚我要什么... 表面上的大笑掩饰了我的的不愉快... 其实朋友我有不少, 但我从来没向他们分享我的秘密... 今天, Jack 来找我谈关于Kim Lee的事情... 在见面以前, 我实在不想牵扯在他们这段感情中... 因为我厌倦了... 我不耐烦了... 对于这事件,我已经不感兴趣了... 但Jack来找我,我不忍心拒绝他... 因为对他来说,我可能是很重要的聆听者... 所以我答应了... 在谈论中,我了解到他的想法... 终于他想通了... 感谢神,让他能重新站立起来... 我祷告, 他能从中反省自己的处事态度... 我不知道为什么他会想来找我谈这件事, 可能他认为我可以帮助到他... 其实, 我根本不能做什么... 对于感情游戏, 我没什么经验... 我更加不懂... 但和他谈论过后, 我从他身上学到了一些东西... 我佩服他对感情认真的态度... 我佩服他想要为自己争取机会的勇气 ,虽然失败了但他尝试了...
我不是一个这样的人, 所以我佩服他... 但是我期望我能像他一样, 争取自己想要的东西....
如果对自己想要拥有的东西都不敢提起勇气努力争取, 那么我有凭什么可以得到呢??